Counting...

I'm counting the hours till the day comes for me to be a year older...
Yeah...can't wait for it..hahahah

But for now...lets enjoy the last of my age being 18 years old..hahaha

Thoughts...

Feelings develop as we get to know each other better
But we still need to find our own footing in life
Both still unstable from the past
And the future ahead

Ever since you made look things on another point
I have since woke up to life everyday
With a better goal in life
Or to see things in another point of view

You made study for exams even when
I'm too lazy to study
Or having fun with you and your friends
Even when you some how annoy me..

However our lives are not alighted yet
For us to be together
So as days will past
We will learn more of each other
And get annoyed with each other's character

Till that day happens
I just want to say that
Its true of the feelings we have
So let's not avoid it
Or let it past

But let life take its own toll
On us..
Patients is all we need and have on our side
Time is something
That we cannot adjust...

Be patient my friend...

SICK!!!!

I'm like so freaking falling sick now!!!! AARRRRRR!!!!! Birthday coming soon...and need to go out this weekend...From Friday onwards I'm going out!!! ARRRRRR!!!!!

Valenties Day...

Had a very interesting V. day...Started from Thursday actually..Knowing the truth was not as easy as I though it would be..So that was kinda weird already..Then Friday..I had to face with the facts...Come on,Nana has to be strong no matter what!...So putting up a "I'm fine with everything" face...hahah..That was kinda easy to do..So to keep myself busy the whole day..I made a decision to sent out a secret letter to someone..Just for the fun of it.. Also to know the person better..hahah..It actually worked..But the "prank" only lasted till the night when the guy knew who the letter came from..hahha..To me..But at least I made a new friend in school...

Saturday...Valentine Day itself..Had no plans to go out..Well did at the last minute..Was to meet the girls that night but had a change of plans..Cause I felt very uncomfortable to be in the situation..So decided to meet Hadi n gang..Which was A surprise cause I was seriously not expecting any gifts...In which he bought all cause his friend said it would be a nice gesture...So ya..Weird..Very weird moment for me...hahahaha...But it did turn out to be a fun night...hahahah

Poem..

My heart yearns for you
My mind keeps playing about you
The night that you showed your care & concern
Made me want you more
I can't take my mind of you
I can't take my eyes of you
I just can't forget you

Some may say I'm crazy
Some may say I’m just exaggerating
But I know that deep in my heart I like you
It may be a crush or
It may be an elution in my mind
But for now I can't seem to
Let you go Out of my mind

To know that you are with her
Gives me the uncomfortable feeling
The feeling is natural
Yet I can't seem to understand nor
Can't I ignore it

I know that you like each other
So I let you be
But it’s not envy nor
Is it anger
Its just jealousy and
Uneasiness that has overwhelmed me

To the point I now
Can't see you as how I would be before
But I give my blessings to the both of you
As I continue the rest of
The journey of my life
You were just one of
The bum in the road I had
Good bye my friend...

Written on 13 Feb...
By now I am much better and am moving on
He was just part and parcel of my life that I was unable to grab hold on..