Helpless.....

Now I'm feeling helpless...
I'm doing my best to be your girlfriend...
not wanting to hurt your feelings..
Putting your needs ahead of mine...
Yet it seems that
my methods are not working..
Why is that so..???
I wander...
Please enlighten me...

I'm limiting myself to be around
my guy friends,
other then those
who are very dear to me...

Yet when i say of them,
you sound worry...
I know it comes with the
relationship..
Where you;ll get protective and
jealous...
But you say you trust me...
yet your voice doubts it...

So which is it dear...???
Your confusing me..
Making me feel helpless...

What do want from me???
But here's something I'm not gonna give up..
My guy friends...cause they have always been there
for me...
Even b4 i met u...

I'm always putting you b4 me..
So please understand if I
wanna have some time with my guys...

At the end of the day
(i keep telling you)
I'm yours..
by heart n soul...

My week...

Nothing much exciting happened..
Went to school..hang around at home with the kids...
WAH!!! Didn't know it'll cost so much...hahahaha

Tuesday went to watch Ice Age 3 in 3D wtith the girls and Zahrian's cousins..
Wednesday we went out again..walking around city hall...like literally around the whole of city hall..Walked near Clarke Quay to view the lights and the bungee thningy..hehhehehe..It was a fun day...but it was tiring at the end of it..hahahah

Had National Day at home...Watched it with mum and dad...
Kinda got bored at home alot..hahah
Been too lazy to go out...

Had late lunch at Ananas with Natasha, Zahrina & Shima yesterday at Pasir Ris..
haahaha...Went to Pasir Ris park after that..had fun..hahah...some good laughs....

Well ooh not forgetting, I gave boyfriend a surprise...
Since Zac was still around before he flew back last week...
I passed him a gift...Which included my toy monkey,a 3 page letter, with some pictures of us and the scent of my perfume on monkey...hahaha...
Zac left the gift on his bed when he was out playing soccer..
He got a good surprise when he got home...
It really made him smile...
Well i was happy to give you the little surprise my dear..hahahahah
hehehehhe...
xoxoxoxoxo