heart broken * 2 in a day...???

I just found out..So it was sort of a shocker for me..She likes my close friend....A shocker for me...But its for me to realize that its not mean to be...But still..It hurts to know that the person closes to you is close to a guy that you like...But I'm a good friend...Thus I will walk away and let her continue what was already started by them both...I can't force someone whom I like to like me back...So its ok..I'll deal with the hurt and move on..There are still many fish out there that has my attention..So that the 1st heart broken story of mine..Here the other that was in the middle of the day..

He is married...Don't worry its no the same guy I'm referring to..He(syko), whom I knew from friendster has kept his little dirt secret from me...Well till today of course...His loving wife..gave me a call due to the fact that I sent him a message..
Since she did not know that I was just a friend,she asked me nicely who I was and what my connection with him was...I was so dam embarrassed that I kept apologising to her...hahah..It was a good thing that she understood the fact that I did not know of their marriage....

So,...what a week I'm having..I wander what tomorrow brings of me....

hurt n confussed....

Its still weird being around (them) even after all that was said and done..There's still this weird feeling around..Maybe its just me or something..I don't know...AARRRRR!!! Its so frustrating...I hate this feeling!!! I really do!! Even worst my 2 other good pals,well only 1 lah,is also giving me the weird vibe...Worst of all I trust them all...ARRRRR!!!!

Part 2
Okz..people know that I like him...OMG!!! Its kinda embarrassing in a way....dam...hahaha...
Ok..So i like him....But all short lifted to the fact that he does not reply my messages...Maybe cause he likes someone close to me...?? Some been saying that his shy..For the fact that maybe his friends are teasing him...Okz..I'll give him space to breath..Till the 21 feb...Where we,as in me and some guys will be hanging out...Best part its my advance birthday...hahahah!!!!

CRY???

To cry..Or not to cry...? That is the question...The cut is so deep that I myself can't explain the hurt. I know it sounds weird but its the truth..I even have the feeling of scared within me..Scared of what?..I myself have no answer for that...I know how weird it sounds..But its the truth...I feel like crying..But don't even know what is the reason for for me to cry..

werid.../confused..

hahah..I though i did not have a blog..But i actually do..And it was from my sec school..So funny of me...WOW..Been a lng time since I had a blog..So here's the deal..I'll only update it,like once or twice a week...Won't wana bore u with my life..hahah...Here's the 1st entry of the day...

Is it wrong to like someone?? Even a single small crush??...I know that I've said that my goal for 09 is not to be attach till my life is sorted out...haha..Some people think I won't even make it for half a year..Well to those who don;t know but I've been single for almost 4 months...And I'm still going strong..hahah...Here's the thing..They doubt me even before they know the full story..They talk behind me even before they ask me..They judge me even before they know what really happened...And it all started during my CCA camp, which was on the weekends..haha..I'll say its pathetic cause they got nothing better to do...But at the end of the road..I was hurt..cause the people who said it..Are those whom I regard as friends and buddies..Do is it fair for them to do so..I know its their own mouth bu..It was totally uncalled for...Well whatever makes them happy then..But now...I really drat on going to school...Good thing I still got friends whom I can trust.However,I was just starting to regain trust on girls..Sorry to those mew girls who might be my friend in the later part of my life..But I can no longer trust u girls...It just goes to show how unworthy it is for me to make new friendship with other girls...

Well thats all for this week maybe...bye pple out there...