STUPID!!!!

Stupid Reshi disturbing me...
Making me laugh...hahahah...
Trying to make me laugh cause he knows that
I'm pissed about not being able to go to Boxhill...
(Baby its in Melb)...hahaha..
Belo baby don't know where Boxhill is..hahahah...
So cute lah you dear....heheheh

Miss Nair was trying hard to keep it away from me..
Cause she knows that I'll love going on this kinda trips..
But she knows that I can't go.. So that kinda sux big time...
And its all for a simple reason.. Which is my citizenship issue...hahaha

(Sorry was unable to finish it in class) Continue....
Just came home from netball practice..
Dam I'm like rusty again...Shit... Need to practice more...hahahha...
Well that issue I'm not so worried.. got other things to worry about..

Like getting a job!!!..ARGHHHHHHH...
SO need a fucking job now...
Really need the cash & stuff...
Well got to take things one step at a time...
First is to sleep!!!..Tired sia...
hahaha

Nights baby...
Love & Miss ya like LOTS!!!!
hahahah...
xoxoxoxoxoxo.....

hw fast..

WOW!!! A week ago I just sent you off at the airport...
That's how fast time has really flew by...hahaha...
Less then 4 months you;ll be back in my arms...
hahahaah...I can't wait for that....

For now...We are back to our daily routine of going school,smsing, going online..
Webcam and our phone calls...hahahha...
I kinda miss those days where we would be in our own world online..hahaha...
Not caring in the world what time it was..Then sleeping in late...

Well now we can do that again..But...I don't think i wanna keep you up so late my dear..hahaha...
But my privacy will not be as it use to be by next month due to having the kids staying here...hahahah...
But I don't think it would be much of a problem at all..hahha...

Well I love you dear...
xoxoxoxo

Forgiven...

Baby dearest...I forgive you....
I forgive you cause I love you..
I truly deeply do...

I love your sincereness when seeking forgiveness..
That's what I love about you...
Your honesty for your mistakes...
And truthfulness for it..

I love the fact that you know neither of us are perfect...
Yet you don't mind it at all...
And that you want us to work it together as a couple...

I love how much you want us to work as a team...
Never had I felt likes this before...

Baby...I'll be the best I can be as your girlfriend..
We will work as a team to make our relationship work...

I love you baby... ;)
xoxoxox

thoughs

Sorry if I'm not that "perfect" of a girlfriend to you..
Sorry if my sotongness or slownness frustrates you..
Sorry if my blurness frustrates you...

But that's just who I am...
Its fun for me at times to know how blur/slow or stupid I am...
But it also frustrates me,when I can't get things solved...
That's why I hate figuring out stuff...

Even if the fat clue is right in front of me...
It might take you a minute to solve it..
But it'll take me ages to get it...or even understand it...

You say your still getting to know me...
Well here you go....
I'm not as 'chim' as you are..using 'big' words..
I'm not as smart as you are...
That's why I'm in this dumb school...
I can't explain things to you using 'chim' words...
But I can..using funny examples...
that's how I understand...

You told me this..."you don't want me to see your flaws.."
But here's the thing...I'm already seeing it...
But you don't realize is that the words you use on me
to scold me( or as you put it..your not scolding me) as hard on me...
I told you I'm fragile... Especially words coming from someone you love...
Will really hurt you directly to the heart...

Babe..I know I'm not that perfect...That's all I have to say...
I try my best to please you..if yet..my flaws keep getting on your nerves...
Then I'm sorry..that's just who i am..well you did fall for someone like me...
Like I said..I'm totally imperfect.