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I know what you mean. I too don't want to be in that position again. So I'll try my best to not let you down. While I am allowing you to be there for me but a step at a time. Like you say that every step we take is a step closer and closer to making all those fears and doubts go away.

I am treasuring every moment we have spend time getting to know each other better, in the most modern way..which is via internet. haahah... I have to say its the most interesting way ever.

As I let you into my heart slowly..I really hope that we can make this last a life time.Knowing that hurt will always be there. I know we can fight it through.hahah

Good nite swet dreams...

Scared....

I know I said that I have feelings for you.But what you don't know is that I'm scared as hell. Scared as hell to get hurt or be hurt. I am locking my heart away,but I'm scared that I'll get hurt or hurt to. And I don't like either feelings..

I'm not cheating your feelings nor am I giving you the wroing impression about what I feel or what so ever.But it's just how I feel.

I know you can understand how I feel. That's why I'm telling you. I do like you..Just scared..hmmm...Guess i do fear somethnings. I know that you are to live life with no fear..But all that I have been through, the fear just got to me.

Promise...

We made a promise today that we will not go out with another sex,unless its in a group of friends..Like when I'm out with my guys..Its a whole group but not only with one person...

Some may say that " don't you think id kinda silly since you are not officially together..." or " oks...what's the motive of it..?"..
Well,it may sound silly and all..But I'm committed to wait for him. And did say once I've locked my heart way..But now I complete my sentence by adding this.." I am not going to fall in love,cause I'm locking my heart away for him."(You know who you are)..hahaha...

So we both are now committed to each other...For how long and till how far will these go on, only God knows..hehehe...True what...