Momories...

I'm I to forget the memories we had together...
The word s you said to me..
Those very sweet words,which I look back upon..
wandering if there were ever true to your heart...
I know there were...But now???Are the still..???

The Letter...
Dearest Liyana,
I know this is like the biggest difference in
communicating with you but I just felt I would like to to do it.
Anyway, like the fish soup & the chrysanthemum tea I bought for you?

I just want you to know babe that with everything
we share together, I really treasure every single moment of it.
You are alway on my mind and I'm always thinking about
you wherever I am or whatever I'm doing.
THIS RELATIONSHIP THAT WE HAVE IS TOUGH ONE BUT
ITS'S DEFINITELY NOT IMPOSSIBLE AND I'VE NEVER BELIEVE
THAT WE COULD NOT GO THRU IT TOGETHER.

AND WITH EVERY RELATIONSHIP IS BOUND TO HAVE ITS SETBACKS,
MOMENTS WHERE THE UNDERSTANDING PART OF THE RELATIONSHIP
COMES TO PLAY.
During this certain time, I really HOPE WE CAN BE THERE AS EACH
OTHER'S SUPPORT AND WORK IT OUT TOGETHER AS A COUPLE.
I once said in my blog that honesty, trust and understanding
are really important to the success of the relationship.

Adding to that will be communication and finally listening.
I know you can never be that perfect one for me and neither can I babe.
WHAT REALLY MATTER AT THE END OF THE DAY IS OUR LOVE FOR
EACH OTHER AND WHAT WE SHARE. WE BOTH CAN OVERLOOK CERTAIN
TRAITS OR CHARACTERS OF OURSELVES SO I BELIEVE AS LONG AS
WE BOTH KNOW THAT WE HAVE TRIED OUR BEST, THEN I REALLY
THINK IT'S SUFFICIENT FOR US.

With that, I would like to say I'm fully confident of our relationship.
THE DAY I LEFT YOU AT THE AIRPORT,
I KNEW THAT I WOULD DEFINITELY MISS YOU.
BUT DEEP INSIDE,I KNEW THAT ALTHOUGH WE ARE THOUSANDS OF
KILOMETERS APART, THE LOVE THAT WE SHARE HAS NO BOUNDARIES.
DISTANCE IS JUST ONE OF THE THINGS BUT IT CAN NEVER PREVENT
MY LOVE AND CARE FOR YOU SYG. BABY,
I SAID YOU ARE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE AND YOU REALLY ARE.
YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO ME THAT SOMETIMES
I'M AT LOST IN THOUGHTS ABOUT IT.
________________________________________________

This is the very letter you wrote to me...
I retyped every word from it..
Those in caps are the very word I keep in heart.Knowing at
that time how strong our love was.. now all i see are words..
with no meaning to it...
you are willing to forget all that was said all those
sweet n caring words of yours and jst walk away from it all...
after all that we've been through...

Im trying to stand on all tat we had..and try to persuade
you to carry on what was already stared and was blooming...
I know how crushed you are by all these...
and no matter how crushed I am i still trying to stand
on what's ever that left of this love we once had...
your my last hope in love...
and some how i don' see light at the end of the tunnel no more...