sadden..

Is sad...in despair...
Feeling hopeless...Angry...
Any other words to describe my feelings now..???
I don't know..

I do my best..I try my best...
Yet I get these feeling in return...
I do my best for you...to cater to you...
I give my heart and soul to you.
Yet you say such things...

I give you my attention..I give you my time..
Yet I get these in return..
I try..I do my very best..in my own willing way to please you..
To listen you to...
Yet I get these feeling...

When I make an effort you mock me of it..
You say I'm not serious..
When I opening up..And Change..as much as I hate to change for others...
I get these feeling...

Well...sorry if I'm not YOUR PERFECT/BEST GIRLFRIEND...