WHAT DO I WANT???

What do you want??? Randomly...
In life?? What do you want??
Or what do you want now???
In current life situation...

I can't seem to make a decision
In what I want...Which include guys...
So randomly what do I want...???

That's the question thats been
In my head since last night..
I don't know what deep shit I'm
In now...Cause I got no idea
Who or What I want now...

Dam it...Only if my mind can
Stop playing games with my...
I can't decide...Yet I want to..
Before things get too serious or too
Deep before I can get myself out...

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HATE THIS FEELING!!!!!!!