Uneasy...Regretful..Weridness

I regret my actions...
Cause it has made me feel the weridness around us...
I know that we have to be patient with the changes now...

But I feel as though I have lost a part of you...
It feels like I lost your sweet words and your happiness when your with me...
I might be just thinking too much..
or it might be jsut my guilt getting to me..

I wish...I hope...I prey...that we would never have this type of fight again..
I can't bare to stand to lose you...even if its just part of you..
cause it's like losing everthing of you...

I guses my love for has became much stronger then I realised...
I'm not saying it as sweet words...
Im saying it as it comes from my heart...

As i listen to this song...
(B8-Bidadari Hatiku)
lirikan mata mu menawan , mempesonakan , kau ku girakan ..
senyuman manis mu bagaikan
bunga di taman , indah menyerikan .
tiada kata yang dpt ku luahkan.
seindah mu . oh jelita ku .
hanya dpt ku membayangkan , kejelitaan mu di lubuk hatiku

bagaimana .. jikalau semua ini tidak lagi bersama dgn ku..
ku berdoa .. agar dikau mengerti yang ku setia terhadap mu .
sayang dengar kan lah .. dikau lah bidadari hatiku .
dan tapi kan ku renangi ....
hanya untukku memilikimu ...

sayang , dengar kan lah ..
dikau lah bidadari hatiku ..
dan tapi kan ku renangi ...
hanya untuk ku memiliki mu (2x) ..