NUMB!!!!

I do my best as to love you, care for you...
I do my best to do as you say..
I do my best to make you be happy for me..

But I guess all I really do is hurt you..
Make you wander about us..
I guess what I say of myself is true..
That I'm useless, an unworthy of your attention.

You want to talk things out..so we do..
Then you say I'm just rambling on and on...
Which made no sense at all...and what ever stuff...

All I did was let you know my thoughts, feelings...
All I have been doing is put you ahead of everything in my life...

WHAT ELSE DO YOU WANT ME DO!!!!!
I'M TIRED....OF HAVING TO RUN AROUND AND PLEASE YOU....
I'M IN A MESS.....MY HEAD IS SPINNING LIKE CRAZY...
THINKING OF WAYS TO PLEASE YOU...
THINKING OF WORDS THAT WON'T HURT YOU....
BUT IT SEEMS USELESS!!!!!!
ALL MY EFFORTS SEEMS TO BE JUST DRAINING ME....
I'M LOST SYAHMI!!!! I'M LOSING MY MIND TRYING EVERYTHING I HAVE THATS LEFT OF ME!!!!
I'M RUNNING OUT OF MY OWN PATIENCE......
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!