Helpless.....

Now I'm feeling helpless...
I'm doing my best to be your girlfriend...
not wanting to hurt your feelings..
Putting your needs ahead of mine...
Yet it seems that
my methods are not working..
Why is that so..???
I wander...
Please enlighten me...

I'm limiting myself to be around
my guy friends,
other then those
who are very dear to me...

Yet when i say of them,
you sound worry...
I know it comes with the
relationship..
Where you;ll get protective and
jealous...
But you say you trust me...
yet your voice doubts it...

So which is it dear...???
Your confusing me..
Making me feel helpless...

What do want from me???
But here's something I'm not gonna give up..
My guy friends...cause they have always been there
for me...
Even b4 i met u...

I'm always putting you b4 me..
So please understand if I
wanna have some time with my guys...

At the end of the day
(i keep telling you)
I'm yours..
by heart n soul...